Hello again folks- whoever is actually reading that is. It's been quite a while, but my life has taken multiple twists and turns and due to the fact that no one really seemed enthused about my writing I dropped it. But I'm trying to have renewed faith- so let's see how this goes.
I've decided to do my new blog topic on Human need and greed- because honestly it disgusts me. As most of the topics I've already gone through do, but this one has personal meaning to someone very close to me.
It has come to my attention that before thinking of the needs of others the only needs in our heads are our own. And that seems to be priority numero uno. Which is sad really- in a world where children are starving or being used as sex slaves and soldiers, no one has yet stopped to consider not doing it once they've started. Why? Because this is what they need from these kids. They need sex, they need war, they need death and blood and heartbreak and violence- and sadness. And what's really terrible is when these people don't just exist in the world of third world countries and hatred- but live in our own worlds.
You don't need to put a gun in a childs hand to be dealing cruelty to another human being. All you need is intention, greed, hurtful words and a very well played lie. I've seen the end result of this, and honestly guys I have lost most faith (or what I had left) in humanity. These people are next door, across a chatroom, across a regular restaurant room, everywhere. And they obviously don't care. As long as we're getting what we want out of people that's all that matters right? Fuck that. Fuck you if you just agreed with that sentence. I challenge you to go through what people on the other end of that sentence go through and not wish you could sleep for 100 years and never wake up.
I don't know how anyone can lie to another person over a period of almost literally months and then turn around and spit on them. "Well it worked for me didn't it?" yeah and now you're just a fat lazy fuck in front of a computer with some girls nude pictures because she thought you loved her. Good job asswipe, you've ruined someones portrayal of happily ever after which have I not already ranted is HARD TO FUCKING FIND?! Honestly if you crave nude pictures so badly go spend the buck ninety nine on some porn site for a day worth of dirty pictures and leave peoples hearts out of it. Or maybe you craved that attention? Yeah real good of you to take it from someone so willing to give- and then lie to them. You have to be some kind of sick fuckin weirdo not to feel that persons aches and pains on the other end of your snake tongue spinning webs of lies. That, or you are outright selfish.
That's what you have to be to do this- selfish. You must have it in your head that because the world was cruel and mean and unfair to you, you only deserve what you can't have right? Fuck off- you're the type of person that goes through highschool wishing they were someone else, and get into the real world and act as if you're gods fuckin gift to humanity. Probably end up as a cop, a soldier, marine, etc. something in the position where you can tell people to fuck off with authority right? Please. Get over yourself. If this is you, you've successfully become that asshole that picked on you in highschool and are now just as big a loser as they said you were then. But wait- not your fault you argue? You were tormented daily? Lots of kids are- and here's where the vicious circle starts.
Some kid has problems at home or maybe he's never good enough for his dad- therefore he needs to bring down other people to feel better about what he doesn't seem to be able to accomplish. That way, he's at least accomplished making you feel like shit- which makes him look that much better in his own rose colored contact lense eyes. It's the need driving us again, driving us to want things that aren't ours to take. Dignity, love, loyalty, trust, whatever we can really get our hands on. That's called greed. And fuckers like this douchebag who fucked with someone's heart very close to me are loaded full of greed, whines, excuses, but most of all bullshit. His big brown or green eyes are only that color for one reason, ladies- he's either full of shit or a complete slime. It's not because they're there for you to stare into while he oozes lie after lie to get you into bed, or to get you to strip- which you will because being sad, lonely, depressed or otherwise in your relationship or life you're willing to take whatever you can get.
Aaaand the vicious circle gets bigger. But don't think this is all men doing this, the only reason I'm ripping the male species apart is because of this one particular asshole. Women do it too, all the time. Take what you want and walk away smiling. Yeah, okay, see how long that smile lasts when someone does that to YOU, you cold heartless know-it-all bitch. These are the kinds of girls getting into clubs before they're of age because they can, the kind of girls taking advantage of that one teacher that likes them, the kind of girls that will gossip in the hallways or openly call you a freak or a loser. The same kind of girl that just can't live up to whatever their parents want from them, which is sad. We all want what we need and need what we want- but for all the wrong reasons.
Don't get me wrong- there are quite a few genuine people in this world. People who couldn't keep up a lie like that to someone so pure of heart, someone so good of intention without feeling at least the slightest of guilt or pang of regret. And don't give me that bullshit "I did feel bad, every day, every time I talked to him/her" because you can take that and shove it down your throat with your foot til you choke on it. Thoroughly. If you gave two shits at all, if these people even had an ounce of care in them for this topic- they wouldn't have begun whatsoever. And if they were found out, and didn't appologize or admit to being a complete loser- that just means that you REALLY didn't care. At this point I dare you to look me in the face and say "I felt bad all the time" because I will literally break your teeth as your tongue forms the words because all they are is another one of your well formed fucked up subconcsious lies or ideas to make yourself feel better.
So next time you decide to break someones heart for your own pleasure, lead someone on because you want to see how long it'll last, or just keep someone around because it's easier that way- I'd be best advised to avoid me, you sick mother fucker. Because next time you break a heart- if I ever find you- I'll do more than break my foot off in your ass. I'll do you one better- I'll break your own foot off in your ass, along with shattering all of your teeth so that you can't spin lies to hurt others for a good while, break your fingers to prevent online computer bullshit, and then if you so happen to be of the male race I'm going to break off that tiny dick of yours that you feel you need to compensate for by being a douche bag and feed it to you as a hot dog at your next family reunion.
Other than my cursing and raging- please, next time you decide to sneer at that girl with zits or that boy with a weight problem as you walk down the hallway, consider that one day that very person could be seeking revenge and harming you in the most brutal way possible. Doesn't need to be physical to hurt, folks. Iris aus.
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